4th of July, Pittsburgh

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Six years ago it was Chicago,
a party at Jeff’s.
Nate was still alive.
It was the night
we made out on the train.
I locked myself out of my apartment
and had to call Eddie the Maintenance Man,
drunk, to let me in, prayed
I had $40 in my bank account
to cover the lock out fee.

I ask Jeff now if I’ll always be this sad
and he says yes.

I’m watching two girls on the swings
in the Armstrong playground,
laughing, sharing cigarettes
and I remember when the psychic said
I had everything I needed in front of me,
when I had love staring at me in the face,
big and bright
like fireworks exploding in the sky.


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Kayla Sargeson

Kayla Sargeson is the author of the full-​length collection First Red (Main Street Rag, 2016) and the chapbooks BLAZE (Main Street Rag, 2015) and Mini Love Gun (Main Street Rag, 2013). Her poems also appear or are forthcoming from 5 AM, Columbia Poetry Review, and Pittsburgh Poetry Review.

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